artist. explorer. encourager. cook. curious fellow time traveler. religious faith filled unbeliever.

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analog- 816.651.SHOE
streaming- @johnraux

My soul loves a good surprise. My life is a journey of my love. After college I abandoned illustration to wash dishes at a 5 star restaurant. (I was a poor salesman with a very refined palate) I made zines and hosted events to cure midwestern boredom. I fell in love. It didn't work out. I screamed in a metal band. Hiked across America. I shared paintings and photography to poetically share my transformations and journeys. I biked across the Himalayas and my heart broke for the worlds lack of vision and creativity in the margins. I now live in the middle of America where the concrete weeds are overgrown and still spreading. In the cracks there is new life and unexpected community. The greatest surprise so far was to find sustainability near desolation and creativity in emptiness. I can’t wait for a better world to crash into this one so I’m attempting to make the most of what is most proximate.
IllumiTady @thebrick tonight!
Snuff jazz+ tady bros+hellen gillet.
Ninjas, spacemen, free spirits, and Androids are all welcome.

IllumiTady @thebrick tonight! Snuff jazz+ tady bros+hellen gillet. Ninjas, spacemen, free spirits, and Androids are all welcome.

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Birthdays “Oddly” Celebrated/Caffeinated.

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It’s not ideal to start a painting with a speadsheet. (not to say I’m against exploring new methods for madness) #learninghowtoplaywithothers

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Soft biscotti w/amaretto icing+ Americano+ post bike ride deep breath+ James Carse “what we see is that everything remains still to be said”+sketchbook… Sunday is too nice for work not to be playful.

Soft biscotti w/amaretto icing+ Americano+ post bike ride deep breath+ James Carse “what we see is that everything remains still to be said”+sketchbook… Sunday is too nice for work not to be playful.

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Punk rock+ organic sweet potato mole burritos+ slightly intoxicated creative encouragement+ new & old friends… It’s a beautiful evening in Kc.

Punk rock+ organic sweet potato mole burritos+ slightly intoxicated creative encouragement+ new & old friends… It’s a beautiful evening in Kc.

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Inspiration is falling in love.

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My show with Caleb Taylor is open tonight for first friday. Ive added to the installation and finally edited all of my titles to include the nepali words. On another note, the t shirts came in for Kickstarter, so I should finally be done with the rewards this next week! Then its all in until Middle of the Map Fest is a reality. Hope to see your wonderful faces. ciao for now.

My show with Caleb Taylor is open tonight for first friday. Ive added to the installation and finally edited all of my titles to include the nepali words. On another note, the t shirts came in for Kickstarter, so I should finally be done with the rewards this next week! Then its all in until Middle of the Map Fest is a reality. Hope to see your wonderful faces. ciao for now.

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2012: the dragon year began with dance… And a night ride in the rain. Followed by humor, compassion, and dreams on a newly aquainted couch.

2012: the dragon year began with dance… And a night ride in the rain. Followed by humor, compassion, and dreams on a newly aquainted couch.

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New years just got hotter… Citrus habenero tofu tacos with a Cilantro carrot puree.boom.

New years just got hotter… Citrus habenero tofu tacos with a Cilantro carrot puree.boom.

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Family&friends collide with an unexpected sentiment.

Family&friends collide with an unexpected sentiment.

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Nick Haines from KCPT came by today and gave me the shakedown about the Riding the Lines Project. The spot should air this Thursday on Channel 19 on the “Local Show” if you’re interested in watching Nick erase himself.

Nick Haines from KCPT came by today and gave me the shakedown about the Riding the Lines Project. The spot should air this Thursday on Channel 19 on the “Local Show” if you’re interested in watching Nick erase himself.

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@marksutherland is a Kansas City treasure. Every time and in every incarnation I see him perform, I leave with an experience that none can take away.

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@elrancho partaking in a “little rice & bean burrito”. Is it true that all bachelors love burritos? I have an inkling….

@elrancho partaking in a “little rice & bean burrito”. Is it true that all bachelors love burritos? I have an inkling….

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Finally getting to finishing up my Kickstarter rewards! Posters and Shirts are on their way! Heres a couple drawings to start. Thanks for everyone’s patience. Ciao for now.

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