artist. explorer. encourager. cook. curious fellow time traveler. religious faith filled unbeliever.

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My soul loves a good surprise. My life is a journey of my love. After college I abandoned illustration to wash dishes at a 5 star restaurant. (I was a poor salesman with a very refined palate) I made zines and hosted events to cure midwestern boredom. I fell in love. It didn't work out. I screamed in a metal band. Hiked across America. I shared paintings and photography to poetically share my transformations and journeys. I biked across the Himalayas and my heart broke for the worlds lack of vision and creativity in the margins. I now live in the middle of America where the concrete weeds are overgrown and still spreading. In the cracks there is new life and unexpected community. The greatest surprise so far was to find sustainability near desolation and creativity in emptiness. I can’t wait for a better world to crash into this one so I’m attempting to make the most of what is most proximate.

innerstitial wall cavity

waiting

turning corners

flowing ranges that were previously impossible( improbable)

excusable reasons of disorienting relational diaspora.

What kind of world is in me when I numbly do what I mostly am attempting to stand against?

How to change my focus to what I am to stand for

letting the slips slide and the glories climb

that my whole may be sanctified to heal the lives and sight of those caught in the similar self drifting darkness.

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