artist. explorer. encourager. cook. curious fellow time traveler. religious faith filled unbeliever.

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My soul loves a good surprise. My life is a journey of my love. After college I abandoned illustration to wash dishes at a 5 star restaurant. (I was a poor salesman with a very refined palate) I made zines and hosted events to cure midwestern boredom. I fell in love. It didn't work out. I screamed in a metal band. Hiked across America. I shared paintings and photography to poetically share my transformations and journeys. I biked across the Himalayas and my heart broke for the worlds lack of vision and creativity in the margins. I now live in the middle of America where the concrete weeds are overgrown and still spreading. In the cracks there is new life and unexpected community. The greatest surprise so far was to find sustainability near desolation and creativity in emptiness. I can’t wait for a better world to crash into this one so I’m attempting to make the most of what is most proximate.

one year ago to the day…

i woke up in a tent… sleeping on ice… couldnt feel my toes… cougar tracks all around me and truckballz’ entrenchments… cooked cocoa-tmeal while thawing my shoes enough to get my feet into them… retraced my steps in the waist deep snow back to the northern most road in the united states… reconnected for one more last goodbye with fellow hikers also haulted by the storm… they hitched to the east to try to road walk into Canada. I called my journeys end… hitching back to seattle… having some bad gas station french fries along the way… i remember the smell of concrete hitting me through the open window… my eyes stung with all of the ads everywhere… and lights that never granted rest. … one year later in Kansas City… starting a new journey… making my art move.

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